I apologize for being MIA for awhile. The holidays were a whirlwind.
I'm going "public" with my battle. I'm dealing with what my Dr thinks is a combination of depression and anxiety. I've been through three different medications. This last one required me to stop breastfeeding my beautiful 16 month old baby girl which I was upset over. She is our last and the only one I breastfed for so long.
I personally think there may some Adult Attention Deficit in there. I start things and can't finish. My house is a cluttered disorganized mess which is how my brain feels.
My moods can swing almost in a split second.
I cry when it's all too much, which has been more often in the past week or so.
I can't find the good things in life, I almost always see the negative and don't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I even think that it'd be easier to just NOT be.
But then I look at these 3 beautiful faces.....and I temporarily forget the pain, the unforgiving pain that is draining my happiness.